Changes

"You only knew you love her when you let her go... and you let her go..."

Ang lamig na pala talaga... mas dama ko lang siguro kasi na mimiss ko sya. I just saw her the other the day, and I can say in the way that she looks at me. Sobrang galit sya. Her last messages struck me. It hurts a lot kasi totoo. The mistake I made in undo able, and the aftermath is even worse. Yung lang yun sa lahat ng kamaliaan ko ang wini-wish ko na sana hindi ko ginawa. Ang tumulong sa isang kaibigan.    

Now that 2015 is fast approaching, I need to decide kung anu na gagawin ko. Im already 30 and I can feel na nauubusan na ko ng oras. Wala pa naman akong sakit pero mawalan na ko ng pagkakataon para magawa pa yung mga bagay na gusto kong gawin.

Sana lang maging blessing sa aking ang new year. Though ako pa rin naman yun kung positive nga or negative ang 2015. 

I'm a full pledge CDS na. I'll have my car and all the benefits na merun ang isang CDS sa company ko. Sa buhay na lang talaga ang dapat kong ayusin. Magaling lang ako pag sa problema ng ibang tao, katulad nyo rin.

I guess this is it, let's hope and pray for a better next year for the all of us.

Godspeed.  

Prayer

Dear God'

Kamusta pu? Its been a while since nung last txt q sau. Pasenxa ka n ha'ü Naka2ala2 lng aq pag ganito na sitwasyon. Gusto ko lng po malaman kung ka2yanin ko ito? Can you show me wat to do? Konting hint lang pü. Salamat po ha' Muah...

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Cross Road

Last February 2013, I was officially transfered as sales agent. Now, after four long months' I have to face my first PEF. My superior gave me templates to answer, he said, I should evaluate myself first, then we'll discuss it this coming thursday. As I fill up my PEF, I started to realize that I literally failed. I started collecting memories of what happened the fast few months, and build scenariors that might happen in the future. I also ask friend if they have any ideas what my PEF turnabouts. I was give hints that I might get transfer in Reg. 2 again sa marketing. 

Well, anyway! I can fit in to any given situation' I just wont let them get away. I did my very best as sales agent, no matter how diffucult the task given.

Reading

Pag wala akong magawa at may net ang phone ko... nagbabasa ako ng blog ni dianethexplorer, miss universe at teachers pwet. makikita mo dun kung anung mood nila at kung anu pinagkakaabalahan nila' dun din ako kumukuha ng inspirasyon sa pagsusal...

Tapos ko mag basa, upload naman ng mga pics sa tumblr' Recent post ko ung book na binili ko sa pavillion sa laguna. The Book Thief ang title, tunglok sya sa isan batang babae na nakapulot ng pocket diary at yun ng sepulturero' dun nag simula ang kwento nya at nandun pa lang ako sa part na un' nyahahaha! regalo ko sa sarili ko... tapos habang nag babasa, bukas sa phone ko ung dictionary pra pag malalim ying ingles... makikita ko ung meaning para mas maintindihan ko. hehehe'

Lowest State

Nadating talaga sa buhay ng tao yung lowest state... ung tipong subsob na sa lupa... tapos maytatadyak pa sayo habang ni try mu tumayo...

grabe sobrang hirap... lasing na ko pero di ko parin makalimutan... tulog na ko pero tumatangis parin ako... gang wala na ung tama ng alak... nag susulat nako ng blog na to pero umaagos padin ung luha...

yung naka attach na picture' gawa ko yun... ni try ko mag wala... pero kontrol padin... habang nag wawala ako, sabi ko sa kanila' dyan lang kau sa loob! akin tong place for just one night, for this moment only... pero tagalog... jejeje! punong puno na kasi ako... kailangan ko lang mag labas ng konti' kaso parang di pa sapat ung nailabas ko kasi umaagos pa din luha ko ngaun... wala naman ako masabihan' nahihirapan na ako mag blog kasi puro luha mata ko... hahaha! bakla!? di naman...

"men were ment to fly with clouds between their knees.."

for what ever that means' im only a man...

Good Lord! please send me an angel right now... I know I been bad... pero please send me a refuge...

ang sama sama ng loob ko ngaun... di ko na alam kung matatagalan ko pa pa... di ko naman kayang mag pakamatay... masakit yun ee... God please help me...

Life in mono

Here we go again, another week in the field' Feels like my life goes in a routine. Looking forward to my TF tour. Its one of my year plan. Hope to see old buddies on that trip.

Raining

Its exactly 4:10pm when we arrive at Lucena. Its raining and some part of the hotel begins to fill up with water. Im not staying in this hotel' Im just waitng for someone.

Hope the weather gets better this next few days, coz we'll be conducting some brand activation. I will be difficult if the weather wont favor our side.