The F*** Song

Title: Limp Bizkit - The F*** Song lyrics Artist: Limp Bizkit Lyrics Ladies and Gentleman! Introducing the Chocolate starfish and the hotdog flavored water! Bring it on! Get the fuck up! Yeah! Check! one, two! listen up, *Listen up* Listen up *listen up* Here we go *here we go* Here we go It's a Fucked up world; We're a Fucked up place Everybodys judged by their Fucked up face Fucked up dreams; Fucked up life A Fucked up kid with a Fucked up knife Fucked up moms and fucked up dads and a fucked up cop with a fucked badge With a fucked up job with fucked up pay and a fucked up boss that's a fucked up day fucked up press, fucked up lies Well lethal's in the bacl with the fact of the fires *Hey, its on* Everybody knows this song *Hey, its on* Everybody knows this song Ain't it a shame that you can't say Fuck? Fuck's just a word and it's all Fucked up like a Fucked up punk with a Fucked up mouth And Nine inch nails is getting knocked the Fuck out Fucked up babes, Fucked up sex and fake-ass titties on a Fucked up chest Your all fucked up, so whatcha wanna do? Fucked up me, and fucked up you. You wanna Fuck me like an animal You like to Burn me on the inside You like to think that I'm a perfect drug; Just know that nothing ya do, will bring you closer to me ain't life a bitch? a Fucked up bitch? A fucked up sore with a Fucked up stitch a Fucked up head- It's a Fucked up shame swinging on my nuts is a Fucked up game Jealousy fillin' up a Fucked up mind; It's real Fucked up like a Fucked up crime If I say Fuck two more times; That's 46 Fucks in this Fucked up rhyme *hey, its on* everybody knows this song (x2) You wanna Fuck me like an animal; You like to Burn me on the inside You like to think that I'm a perfect drug; Just know that nothing ya do, will bring you closer to me That's enough baby You_can't_bring_me_(Bring me)_down I_don't-think_so I don't so You_bet-ter_check-(check it)your-self Be_fore-you_Wreck-Your_SELF! Kiss_my_Star-fish-My_choc-late_Star-fish-punk! Kiss_my_Star-fish-My_choc-late_Star-fish! You wanna Fuck me like an animal; You like to Burn me on the inside You like to think that I'm a perfect drug; Just know that nothing ya do, will bring you closer to me

Tuyo, noodles at ang nakaraan...

Bagyo parin sa labas... katatapos lang maligo sa ulan... late lunch na kami... mga 3pm na ata yun! niantay pa kami ni ina na matapos sa paliligo sa ulan bago kumain ng tanghalian... Sweet daba?!

Ang ulam namin for that afternoon is tuyo, scrambled eggs at noodles...

Ina: "I still remember the old times with this meal..."

Ina: "Sinasabawan pa ni tita nyo ung noodles ng marami para magkasya sa inyong lima..."

Tita: "Di ko na kayang hatiin ung noodles sa inyo dahil malalai na kayo!!!"

Napa reminisce si ina sa nakaraan... noong naghihikahos pa kami at pinagkakasaya ang isang noodles para sa agahan at isang lata ng meatloaf na haatiin sa sampo... ga papel na sa kapal para may maibaon kami sa iskwela...

kung titignan mo, simula noong bata ee napakarami na rin pala kaming hirap na binatas... kaya siguro kahit anung unos ee kayang pagdaanan bastat mag kakasama... hehehehe!!!

 Eto lang ang masaya pag walang pasok... may chance para mag bond with the family... bukas byahe na ko pa Cavite... sama di mahirapan sa byahe!!!

Angels vs Demons

mama on her facebook account...

Do believe that science has the answer to everything? Hmmmm! Maybe not' because i belive that there are still secrets that even science can't explain...

"Mama! Naniniwala ka ba sa nagtatawas? Yung gumagamot sa nausog or na matanda?"

"Uu naman..." "Kahit may findings na ang duktor?"

Its was a cold, blackout, and stormy afternoon... Classes are suspended, even work are suspended and most part of the metro is flooded by thypoon pedring...

I had this conversation with my mother for me to understand more about the Filipino beliefs about faith healing...

Sabi nya' saming mahkakapatid daw, ako at ang bunso namin ang di sakitin... Yung kuya ko daw kasi, pinalaking laging malinis! Pero mas naging sakitin kasi humina ang immune system nya dahil lagi ngang malinis. Ako daw ang naging sakit ko nun ee tiwa or bulate... Kumakain daw kasi ako ng lupa sa paso na nasa barendilla ng teres namin... Ang pinaka matindi daw na muntik nang mamatay ay yung panganay sa kambal... Si raymond! Nung pinanganak daw kasi sila... Gwapo daw siya at mukhang nino... Yung isa naman tabatching na maitim! Mga apat na araw pa lang daw after nila lumabas sa ospital pagka panganak... Bigla daw itong nag tae at ayaw nang dumede! Sang katutak na swero daw ang inabot na umabot pa sa puntong lalagyan na siya sa noo... Tinanggihan ito ng aking ina dahil alam nya ang maaring maging epekto nito sa utak ng bata. Ang ginawa niya ee nilabas nya na sa ospital, pinadala sa lola ko sa chapel sa PNR habang siya ay nghahanap ng pera. Ipinagkatiwala na niya ang buhay ng kambal sa Diyos. Nag kataon naman na hinahabol pala sila nung manghihilot, nakaalis na daw kasi sila nun pa ospital kaya di niya natignan si raymond! Hindi daw kasi siya naniniwala na ang sanggol ay makakasakit ng pagtatae... Di naman siya pumunta ng ospital dahil ang manghihilot at doktor ay magkaiba g pananaw.

Pagkakita nila, agad nag orasyon ang manghihilot gamit ang kandila na ipapatak sa tubig... Ang findings nya! May naka usog na ka opisina ni ina' muli siya ay nag orasyon at ayon. Pahkatapos niya, dumede na ulit ang bata! Mabuti buti na ang pakiramdam. Pinabuhusan nya na din ng agua de bendita para kung sakaling may masamang mangyari ay nabasbasan na ang bata. Kinabukasan bumalik sila sa diktor para mabigyan ng gamot...

Napaka twisted ng istorya nya! Tipikal na Inang Pilipino... Wala siyang pakialam kung siyensya ba o pananampalataya. Basta gumaling ang anak niya'

Tinuran nya pa nga na binilin sa kanila na bago ibaon ang inunang nang kambal at hatiin ito sa dalawa at tska ibaon ng sa gayun ay di sila mag dugtong pag nagkakasakit!

May mga bagat talaga na hindi maipaliwanag ng rurok ng kaalaman nang tao. Kaya ang relihiyon at nananatiling nakatayo kahit sa bagong henerasyon.

Run free 3.0

Its Sunday at wala na namang gagawin kundi mag pahinga... gettin ready for a whole week battle' I was awaken by my cellphone alarm telling me it's time to get ready for a long run. My friend ron slle at my house para sabay na daw kami... ni contact na lang namin c deckies para mag meet na lang kam sa J10 where we will start to run papuntang C4. My mom joined us and we walk her up to Tañong and part.... she going to the market place for a delicious lunch that day.

Ngaun lang ako ulit tumakbo after a long time of hard drinking and restless days... for a change! maiba naman ang ruta ng linggo ko! Pag dating namin sa C4, puno na sya ng mga runner, vendors at mga gusto lang magpalamig satabing dagat. Yung iba nag aantay magsimula ng aerobics. Naka limang ikot din ako tapos puro lakad na... inalalayan ko ung tuhod ko dahil lagi siyang sumasakit after ko mag run. Dapat laging may stretching before and after an activity.

Pwesto na kami nung nagsimula na ang aerobics, as usual' prayers muna, pasasalamat sa isang magandang umaga! Masaya pala ang aero pag sinasabayan mo talaga ng walng hiya-hiya. Namimintig na mga binti ko pero go parin... sabi nga ni deckies... kakahiya naman sa mga thunders sa harap namin kung gami give up na samantalang sila ee parang may baong pag isang buong araw na kapangyarihan...  

Ang haba nang session... almost 1 hour siguro ang inabot! ang kagandahan dun ee napataob namin ung mga thunders... hehehe! Panis!!! masaya naman ang tamang health conscious effect namin... nag plano pa kami bumalik next week! at mag badminton din sa Saturday... 

Ee syempre, palalampasin pa ba namin ang trip! hahaha! nag planking kami sa break water... hahaha!

   

Ayun... gutom... bumili kami ng fresh buko worth 13.00 pesos isa... lakad kami pabalik ng J10' dun na kami nag agahan... Beef Pares! solve! hahaha... onti lng ng rice para di naman masayang yung effort ng pag gising sa umaga at pag takbo w/ matching aero pa...

Try namin ulit next week... habit forming kami for a healthier being... hehehehe!

 

Rainy days and Mondays

Hanging around, nothin to do but frown... Rainy days and Mondays brings me down...

A blog from a draft box...

My last Sunday were spent by sleeping the whole day because of a movie marathon so I decided to do something special on my Sunday. Kg, my black brother will be leaving soon to work at Saudi for 2 years so we head out to SM Megamall.

My head still aching because of 3 shots vodka shared with my youngest brother. But still the show must go on. After arriving at the venue, we head straight to toy kingdom ground floor where huge statues of action figures where installed. I posed beside hulk and dark vader while kg where shot while giving wolverine a head lock. The store was crowded because theirs on going bay blade tournament so we head to comic alley hunting action figures. Inside the stall I saw an akatsuki cloak, prince of tennis jacket. But the one that caught my attention is the brown boxer jacket (the one with no zipper) with a face of monster and Its 900 pesos (rarh!!!). But I have to leave it… for now! Out of budget! Awts!

After that, we continue roaming around and end up at collector shop where they sell various action figures, from common to rare items. I saw a 24 inch juggernaut and an apocalypse worth 5,000 and 1,000 pesos respectively. I can’t afford those toys that moment but I know that it will take a long time before someone does. So I’ll save money till I can purchase or better yet, I check Divisoria for that same item where they might be cheaper.

Then we go to SM food court to fulfill out stomach calling. Its chow time! We indulged with sizzling burger steak and a bottle of water. The food is fine but the side dish (corn and carrots) is cold. Well anyway, we then go to dairy queen for an upside down ice cream before watch a movie.

The film he chose is based on a true to life story entitled “Exorcisimus”. The setting was a family of four. Their child don’t go to school, they study at home with their father as their teacher. a girl do the lead role as the one who were posses by the demon that enters her body after playing ouija board and sacrificing blood from her own. She started showing signs when she taken to a psychiatrist. She fell asleep and the demon takes over, talk to the psychiatrist with some kind of chant causing to have a heart attack and die. Blah! Blah! Blah! I feel asleep and at the end of the movie, it’s just a conspiracy created by their uncle (a priest) whom was suspended because of the same reason. Exorcism! So he uses her niece to prove that exorcism is true. In the end, her family was broken and the priest hangs himself because of guilt.

The end! Haist… what a tragic story isn’t it?! I didn’t enjoy the movie but it alright. We’ll that’s how my Sunday was spent…

Sex with the Goddess

I'm already sleepy but still online, chatting with my brother KG abroad, checking Di's FB photos and writing a blog in foreign language... everyone in my house is already asleep' can't concentrate blogging... I'm just making up stories just to say that i have a blog for this day... I need to wake up at around 5am because our service to the office has a plate number that end in number 1. whatever!!!

There was one night when I have sex with the Goddess... It's late and I'm on my way home when i hear her voice summoning me! at first i was afraid and not sure of what to do, till i have the courage to drag my feet where the Goddess wants me... It was cold and dark it that place, then suddenly the Goddess appear right before my very eyes... I can't see clearly in the dark but her silhouette was etched by the blinding lights that comes behind... The Goddess leads me to her place where you can find lakes of cold waters... The Goddess comes closer and closer that I can smell the goddesses breath! It instantly takes me to nirvana.

I don't remember if it is real or it is just my imagination... i can't even remember the place even if i tried so hard. Even thou, that encounter was the best... Well, I think I need to go to sleep now... the rain suddenly pour and the room get a sudden change of atmosphere...  

I'll just try my luck some other time with the Goddess...

Bakit?

Bakit? Bakit hindi? Bakit na ba? Bakit ka ba tanung ng tanung? Eh bakit ba? Ikaw ba si neneng bakit? Bakit? Ikaw ba si boy pick-up? Bkit? Bakit hindi? Bakit nga ba? Bakit ba kasi? Ehhh bakit?

Alak, Babae, Sugal

Halos na kumpleto ko na ang tatlong salitang ito na kadalasang kinasasalakan at sanhin ng pag-bagsak sa kasalanan ng isang tao...

I just came from a field work at Lucena, Kasama ko si Pat... Binisita ulit namin yung lugar para i-chekc ang facing sa mga tindahan... Apat na oras ang byahe, matagal at nakakainip, pero sa sobrang kwento nya ee di na alintana ang bagot sa byahe... papahinga lang kami pag pareho na kaming antok... Pag lapag namin sa lucena, nag SM muna kami para humanap ng e-cigarette. Sinusubukan nyang huminto sa paninigarilyo gamit ang naturang aparato... (good luck!!!)

Pagkatapos ee nag punta na kami kila ate mhye para makapagpahinga muna! halos alas kwatro na kami naka pag pahinga kaya di na rin kami naka ikot ng bayan. Maya-maya, eto na si pat, "simulan na yan..." hehehe! mag alak na raw kami... "uhak na uhaw ee"
Ayon, napigilan pa naman sya at nag antay na gumabi... pag dating ng mga ahente' nag luto na sila pero di na kami kumain... bumili na kami ng dalawanag empi lights, pulutan ay karne at kanin... hahaha! Para kang nag hapunan na inumin mo ay alak... Punks nga ee!!! (malamang magalit si mahal pag na basa to...)

onting shot, konting kanin at ulam, ayun! nakatulog ulit ako sa bangkong kawayan... at dalawang beses akong ginising para mag kape... na himasmasan naman ako! habang nakikinig sa mga pagtatalong lasing ng ahente at ni pat... mag kaibang prinsipyo, mag kaibang pananaw, mag ka ibang direksyon, dagdagan mo pa ng pambubuyo at alak... ayon! wala lang... hahaha!!! Hinatid na namin sila sa hotel, pag balik namin, inuwi ko muna si keren, balik sa tindahan at nag two bats pa ulit kami ni pat at ni rcg. halos als tres na ata kami natulog...

Putok na ang araw at kami'y tulog pa! Ginising kami ni ate mhye para mag agahan at maka pag ayos na din dahil may kailangan pa kaming gawin. Nang mahimasmasan na... Gumayak na kami para maikot namin ang bayan at mag ayos sa mga tindahan... Ang enet!!! (pengeng kutsara... joke un!!!) Pero ang enet talaga, ug mga tindahan masisikip at walang aircon... (first break?! nagiinarte?! gwapo?! DEREK RAMSEY Po! bkit?!) Tagaktak pawis namin pero enjoy!!! work with pleasure... dami kong natutunang diskarte sa trade... natapos naman namin lahat kaya maganda kalalabasang report nito...

Nung pabalik na kami sa bahay, nag text ung ahente, meeting daw sa hotel nila... pina una namin yung isa naming kasama at di na kami sumunod ni pat...

text ni a: "Sir?! hmmmm... panu punta jan sa hotel?!"
reply ng ahente: "wak na kau sumunod, kami na lang muna ng mga tao ko..."
text ni a: "ukies po... tnx!"

Ayun, ikot ulit kami sa SM pagka kuha ng allowance... pasok sa supermarket para kauamin... ayun imbes na pagkain, scratch card ang nakita namin! bumili kami ng tag limang card... fiesta yung sa kanya kasi yun daw ang bago... hehehe! ako naman ung karera...

Pat's bet: 100.00
Won: 40.00
Total earnings: 0.00
(binili nya ulit ng card ung panalo na kaya wala din... hehehe)

A's bet: 100.00
Won: 40.00
Total earnings: 0.00
(binili ko din ulit ng card ee... hehehe)

Tapos umakyat kami sa quantum! me karera ng mga palaka at slot machines... pero puro token lang ang panalo' ayaw ni pat! ikot ulit... nakakita ng binggohan' ayun na... parang egames daw sabi ni pat... may halos dalawamput limang machine na nag sisimulate ng bingo game... nag osyoso muna kami, pinagaralan ang laro at walaahhhhh...

A and Pats's bet: 400.00
Won: 1000.00
Total earnings ni A: 100.00
Total earnings ni Pat: 0.00
(pagkatapos namin manalo, hinati namin at nag laru pa... hahaha!!!)

Ang natutunan ko lang nun ee kung kung magsusugal ka... magsusugal ka talaga dapat dahil kakain siya ng puhunan, oras at sangkatutak na swerte! at mababait ang mga tao dun kasi tinuruan nila kami!

Pag uwi namin, alak ulit! hahaha!!! SM lights' uhmmmm... saan ka pa... sosyal! onti na lang nainum ko kasi busog sa pulutang pusit' malalaman mo palang sariwa ang pusit pat nag iiba pa ng kulay... dahil nag sisirculate pa ung tinta nya...

Palano ko next week mag Bicol, deretsong Daet... kaso nalaman nung aheente at ang gusto ee sumama... sira ang diskarte! sabi ni Pat ee mag divert na lang muna ako ng itinerary kasi wala akong magagawa pag kasama ko sila ee...


Cavite at Laguna na lang muna siguro! Puntahan ko bahay ni Gat... Makapag karera na lang muna pag uwi ko...

Hang Over 2

Im home, dahil di ako nakapasok... lasing ee... 8am na ako nagising... daming text at missed call dahil hanap na ko ng mga kasabay ko... hahahaha!!! kay boss lang ung sinagot ko... He was asking if im going to the office... sabi ko pass muna sir, HO ee' cge lang daw, text ko na lang daw ung HR!

Aus! pahinga muna... tulog pa ako konti, kape' mayamaya karera na' hahaha! Kumain sya ng oras ko pro masaya' nanalo ako ng isang palad na mamiso... (worth 40.00 din)

Maya-maya naligo na ako' puntang M.C. check ako ng charger at screen protector para sa iphone... naiwan ko ata sa opis ee... di ko tuloy magamit, empty na kasi... kumain ng siomai, nag check ng mga back pack... ikot... ikot... uwi!

Nag tanghalian, sinigang! luto ni Ina... ang sarap... ganito pala pag tambay ka lang! kailangan marami kang alam na pang patay oras.... mamaya balik ulit ng M.C. Buy naman ng screen protector ng laptop.

Gusto kong matulog, pero na pupupu na ko... pero inuna ko muna mag blog... parang eto na un ee... nasa momentum ka' tamang kwento sa wla namang kapararakang bagay... para may mabasa si di licop ang bilog na unti unti ay nagiging mundo ko... kami na! kahapon lang... 09.12.11! yan... para di ko makalimutan... hehehe! pero may iba pa raw siyang gusto liban sakin... ayos lang dahil di naman ako seloso...

Sakto din pala pag absent ko ngaun... kasi napanood ko Miss Universe... hahahaha! absent karamihan ng mga bading ngaun malamang (...bading ba ako ina?!)

Hamuna nga... ask ko na lang kay di kung bading nga ako! wala na akong masabi, wala pa din akong byahe! mukhang isang linggo na naman ako sa opis at makikipag harutan lang. Wala na kasi akong gagawin dahil natapos ko na mga reports ko. at tagalog ang blog ko kasi ayokong mag isip kung panu ipapahayag ang gusto kong sa bihin sa wikang banyaga...

Yoko na nga... bukas na lang ulit' or mamaya pag may charger na telepono ko... hehehehe! mobile blog ulit...

Testing my OpenVPN

i just have my iphone configured... now i can enjoy free intetnet wherever, whenever!!!

Unrevealed Terrain

Quezon Province is 4 hours bus ride from Buendia. And another 2 hours bus ride from SM Lucena to Gumaka...

I'd been there before but was not able to explore coz of errands. It a small town south of Quezon and wont take you whole day to explore.

As I arrive at the place, i started checking accounts and market stalls as fast as I can so that I have more time to spare...

After roaming around at the market place, I head straight to the seaside... And to my surprise, their stand watching the sea is a battle fortress equipped with 4 cannons. It is one of the oldest surviving fortress built during the latter part of the 18th century and it was called Kutang San Diego. -bitahengpilipinas.com-

My next stop was at the church called San Diego de Alcala Cathedral, established on 1582 and now the biggest and the oldest Catholic church in Quezon Province.

I love my work, coz it allows me to travel diffrent places, also I was able to visit Atimonan that same day where Skong Bantay Watchtower is errected. It serves as the eye of the town from incoming attacks.

I'll be transfer to region one next month... So i'll seize the moments left for me to explore Quezon.